hey justapasserby, I said, this is just for me to vent my feelings out duh.
isn't this supposed to be personal even though I chose to post it? Uh huh.. You're a real busybody bitch I've ever seen.. seriously.
Well well.. pity, I can't tag the past few days since my laptop is on strike with me. Yeah, and I'm back now. Any problem don't just direct at me will ya?
Look, I'm now super fine with it.
There isn't any blogging on him anymore. So why don't you kindly go and play with ya Barbie dolls and doll 'em up.
You're seriously pissing me off. split personality? Wanna play english? Sorry, I admitted in the first place my english isn't that good, I'm not gonna play with ya.
Typing in twit to give me face?
oh..
ha..
HAHA.
PLEASE.. For heaven's sake, oh god, you're making me like an idiot laughing hysterically infront of a non-living thing.
Gawd.. My ex has a boyfriend? Well, if he has a boyfriend.. I would wanna know the guy, 'cause suddenly seeing gay couples, and when they're hot.. I mean hawtt with the double 't' turns me on, as in 'oh emm gee, that guy is sooo goddamned hawtt. Love him!' Not into lust, sorry.
But too bad, from what I know he isn't. My blog 'poluted'? What is that word?
Polluted you mean eh? hmm.. So what it is polluted? Its not like you can judge me from here. I diss and swear online or not who are you to comment on me? a passerby would just PASS BY AND GET ON WITH THEIR LIFE. Oh sorry, that doesn't applies to you, since you're a nosy parker.
Argh, I wanted to post a simple post on blog.. But now I'm currently stuck in facing my tagboard.
Soon, I'll rebuild a new one with a new tagboard. This is just getting no where in hell. FFS, bitch can you just kindly stfu and mind your goddamned business?
Look, I've already getting on with my fucking life, which is none of your goddamned son of a bitch business, so would you just fuck off and stay shut. If you wanna comment. Comment it at your own fucking blog since I don't even know whats your fucking dumb blog url. Please, bitch. Stop pissing me off. I've got a short temper, and even though I find you interesting at the beginning, but this is seriously getting oh-so-fucking-boring to me. So mind your bloody business, and nobody would try to get back on you for me. Eff you see kay why oh you.
dee umm emm bee bee eye tee see hedge.
off topic -
Wee, yes.!
Today went for my cousin's wedding.
One thing I'm damn happy is that my cousin-in-law, Christopher korkor, commented on the present I gave them!
He said its very nice :D
Even though I'm not close to my relatives, but hey. The only cousins I like is my cousins, Eileen and Claudia, thats their name. Their boyfriends are great too.
Whahaha. Happy. Goddamned happy!
So eff-ing happy!
He praised my present to be good !
I like praises, especially for things that I do with my special effort.
Woohoo. :D
Anyway. This is not a place to congrats them since this blog is 'poluted' by someone.
Even if I congrats them, they don't even know my blog. Duh.
Oh well. back to topic. Oh yeah, I did take pictures of the present that I made, so pictures will be up at next new blog. I promise.
- back to topic
Oh yea, soo... I will use a please for you.
Please kindly fuck off. If not face the solitary loneliness of this blog, since I'm not coming back and the new one will be a private one and of course only the ones who can link me up in blog will be the ones from my school only. So.. Yeah sorry to xiaoting and others whom I know from maple, you can't link me. Since there is a bastard who took my link most probably from your blog and gave it to him thus resulting into this tragedy that I have to change my blog.
Fuck you to the one who took my url from somebody's blog and gave it to him.
Even though I got no rights, since its a public blog. but still Fuck you.
Kay, end of story. Making new blog in a while.
New url will be up, so get it from my thru msn, or by angie's blog.. Links will be removed again for idiotic cases to happen again, which I don't want it to happen.
Fucking troublesome.
- yada yada, continue rattle on, i got no patience for you. eff you see kay why ohh you -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
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Fall For You
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
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` seventeen
` fourteen april
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` ex - zss kid
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I'm currently ain't attached.
But still ain't looking for one.
Neither do I wanna be having one soon.
But my temper I would be wishing it to simmer down instead of being back to old self.
Anyways, Life isn't that great.
Life is just life.
Sadness.
Emo-ness.
Darkness.
Whatever.
Just please don't piss me off if you know me.
Well even if you don't please kindly fuck off from my sight.
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8:51 AM - Sunday, November 30, 2008
Nyaha.
6:12 PM - Wednesday, November 26, 2008
HELLOs to the readers of my blog, and if you wanna be the centre of attraction in my blog, please just tell me, I'll gladly help you to make you one.
Yesterday went to cut my hair, wanna make it the new start of my life..
The light brown strands of hair is mypast and my MISTAKE. =)
Yes it is the biggest mistake of 17 years of life for now. Thus, New beginning is now the new me. So, to the someone.. Lose this url, never step back here. Of course the same goes to you bitch, I mean justapasserby. Fuck off from this blog, but of course if you still be a wannabe for centre of attraction.
The pleasure is mine.
TWIIT IISHH SUUCHH AA LURRVEE NEHHSXZ..
IIEX LURRVEE TUHH TWIITS, HAIILL THEE TWIITERRSXZ.
Twits are for dummies who try to act cute, but the cute definition is adorable but ugly, but I'll take the adorable out for you. So its just for the ones who wanna be cute. IIE'MX SHOO CUTEE..
To me, twiting are just to make fun of those English who practically failed them, even if you pass. Its a FAILED language. TWITTERS - People who type like losers. =)
Hi loser bitch, thanks for dropping by, but you're not appreciated bitch. =)
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
Yesterday went to cut my hair, wanna make it the new start of my life..
The light brown strands of hair is mypast and my MISTAKE. =)
Yes it is the biggest mistake of 17 years of life for now. Thus, New beginning is now the new me. So, to the someone.. Lose this url, never step back here. Of course the same goes to you bitch, I mean justapasserby. Fuck off from this blog, but of course if you still be a wannabe for centre of attraction.
The pleasure is mine.
TWIIT IISHH SUUCHH AA LURRVEE NEHHSXZ..
IIEX LURRVEE TUHH TWIITS, HAIILL THEE TWIITERRSXZ.
Twits are for dummies who try to act cute, but the cute definition is adorable but ugly, but I'll take the adorable out for you. So its just for the ones who wanna be cute. IIE'MX SHOO CUTEE..
To me, twiting are just to make fun of those English who practically failed them, even if you pass. Its a FAILED language. TWITTERS - People who type like losers. =)
Hi loser bitch, thanks for dropping by, but you're not appreciated bitch. =)
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
Zz..
4:48 PM - Tuesday, November 25, 2008
don't judge me.
if you're that good, show your own name 'justapasserby'
and to someone.
this blog is where i only used..
i only vent it here.
i never interfere with anybody's life.
if you're sayin that im interferin with his, im sorry. im not.
i already chose to get away from the past, its only the times i got myself agitated is when im still dumb to have kept things that only makes my mind crackled up.
i chose to move my blog away, and yet somehow i don't know why that there will be you people comin to say me.
if im going crazy. this incident will be the one that made me.
boy, you made me this place today.
well, maybe i should be moving on to another blog. since this is already so badly polluted with hatred.
the next one i will be having, sorry. the ones who will know shall not link me.
now i understand why my friend chose to kept her link in secrecy..
having a totally don't even know what the fuck is the situation and come rattle on the tagboard. and someone who is neutral about gave me comments too.
like i said. i need to have anger management. but. i know my limits people.
don't push me too far. you guys already pushed it.
the ones, saw my link at someone's elses blog. THANKS FOR PASSING IT TO HIM EH?
im glad this mess has became to this.
ALL I WANTED FROM THE START WAS JUST TO VENT MY FEELINGS HERE.
WITHOUT MAKING ANY INTEREFERENCE.
THANKS FOR THAT BUDDY.
I'm truly in gratitude with you.
Thanks dude. you made my life totally so fucking miserable.
having to face problems that actually can be avoided when i only want to VENT it out.
ONLY VENTING DAMN IT.
IF YOU PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND ME DON'T TRY TO SAY ANYTHING ABOUT ME.
YOU PEOPLE DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I FEEL.
WHATS THE MATTER WITH YOU PEOPLE HUH?
Well practically i only appreciate people who just supports and says no more.
To the someone. thanks anyway.
to the justapasserby. look, if you dare to tag, why don't you dare to say out your name? trying to be a what? hero in disguise? or a dumb blone acting hero?
don't mess with me. i hate it.
don't judge me bitch. this is for u passerby.
don't fucking swear at me when you don't know anything. be gladt i'd only call you a bitch.
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
if you're that good, show your own name 'justapasserby'
and to someone.
this blog is where i only used..
i only vent it here.
i never interfere with anybody's life.
if you're sayin that im interferin with his, im sorry. im not.
i already chose to get away from the past, its only the times i got myself agitated is when im still dumb to have kept things that only makes my mind crackled up.
i chose to move my blog away, and yet somehow i don't know why that there will be you people comin to say me.
if im going crazy. this incident will be the one that made me.
boy, you made me this place today.
well, maybe i should be moving on to another blog. since this is already so badly polluted with hatred.
the next one i will be having, sorry. the ones who will know shall not link me.
now i understand why my friend chose to kept her link in secrecy..
having a totally don't even know what the fuck is the situation and come rattle on the tagboard. and someone who is neutral about gave me comments too.
like i said. i need to have anger management. but. i know my limits people.
don't push me too far. you guys already pushed it.
the ones, saw my link at someone's elses blog. THANKS FOR PASSING IT TO HIM EH?
im glad this mess has became to this.
ALL I WANTED FROM THE START WAS JUST TO VENT MY FEELINGS HERE.
WITHOUT MAKING ANY INTEREFERENCE.
THANKS FOR THAT BUDDY.
I'm truly in gratitude with you.
Thanks dude. you made my life totally so fucking miserable.
having to face problems that actually can be avoided when i only want to VENT it out.
ONLY VENTING DAMN IT.
IF YOU PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND ME DON'T TRY TO SAY ANYTHING ABOUT ME.
YOU PEOPLE DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I FEEL.
WHATS THE MATTER WITH YOU PEOPLE HUH?
Well practically i only appreciate people who just supports and says no more.
To the someone. thanks anyway.
to the justapasserby. look, if you dare to tag, why don't you dare to say out your name? trying to be a what? hero in disguise? or a dumb blone acting hero?
don't mess with me. i hate it.
don't judge me bitch. this is for u passerby.
don't fucking swear at me when you don't know anything. be gladt i'd only call you a bitch.
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
Fucked.
6:39 AM
I feel fucked.
So telling somebody you got no girlfriend.
So telling somebody, you'll return my items.
So telling somebody to take my url without letting me know that you'll be viewing it.
So telling somebody you think I will feel nothing about it?
I totally feel so fucked up by you.
You totally made me sound like a fucking idiot who just thinks that I'm in the world of my own without giving a fuck about others.
Probably you would be gloating over this matter. I've made a joke out of myself.
For no fucking reason I'm pissed, I'm upset or even feel the need for suicidal.
Hoho.. Oh wow..
I'm totally elated, not.
Oh wow.. Haha.. I've made a joke out of myself.
I'm the joker. Laugh people. Laugh.
Here is the joker.
The names' Debbie, aka xWah, xRisky, lcyxinyi, xiiaoriisky, and Risky.
Yep, Look forth for more jokes okay?
I'll make sure I'm a total ridicule of myself yeah?
Hope you love this post and even save this post if you could. Frame it up too yeah?
I hoped you enjoyed your day when you read this post.
Letting this post making it even more happier for you.
I once truly loved you, but this is just part of my wishings.. I totally let myself fooled by others with the help of trust in them..
I love you yeah? Love you for making me a ridicule. Thanks a million buddy.
Your appreciation will be noted.
Just fucking let me die if I have the courage, which I don't. I will continue to cowered on to make myself a ridicule to let people laugh.
Holy. I've typed so much for today..
Ahh.. Time for me to think of dumb jokes to make myself look like a fool yeah?
Cya people..
If its suicidal, I'll make sure I'll find you in the dreams to say bye. =)
I L O V E T H E W A Y I A M N O W Y E A H .
A TOTAL RIDICULE. THANKS FOR THAT BUDDY EH.?
Whahaha. I'm toally fine people..
I'm totally fine.. I will get over it. No worries.
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
So telling somebody you got no girlfriend.
So telling somebody, you'll return my items.
So telling somebody to take my url without letting me know that you'll be viewing it.
So telling somebody you think I will feel nothing about it?
I totally feel so fucked up by you.
You totally made me sound like a fucking idiot who just thinks that I'm in the world of my own without giving a fuck about others.
Probably you would be gloating over this matter. I've made a joke out of myself.
For no fucking reason I'm pissed, I'm upset or even feel the need for suicidal.
Hoho.. Oh wow..
I'm totally elated, not.
Oh wow.. Haha.. I've made a joke out of myself.
I'm the joker. Laugh people. Laugh.
Here is the joker.
The names' Debbie, aka xWah, xRisky, lcyxinyi, xiiaoriisky, and Risky.
Yep, Look forth for more jokes okay?
I'll make sure I'm a total ridicule of myself yeah?
Hope you love this post and even save this post if you could. Frame it up too yeah?
I hoped you enjoyed your day when you read this post.
Letting this post making it even more happier for you.
I once truly loved you, but this is just part of my wishings.. I totally let myself fooled by others with the help of trust in them..
Your appreciation will be noted.
Just fucking let me die if I have the courage, which I don't. I will continue to cowered on to make myself a ridicule to let people laugh.
Holy. I've typed so much for today..
Ahh.. Time for me to think of dumb jokes to make myself look like a fool yeah?
Cya people..
If its suicidal, I'll make sure I'll find you in the dreams to say bye. =)
I L O V E T H E W A Y I A M N O W Y E A H .
A TOTAL RIDICULE. THANKS FOR THAT BUDDY EH.?
Whahaha. I'm toally fine people..
I'm totally fine.. I will get over it. No worries.
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
Woopie doo.
3:33 AM
Well this post is gonna be about maple.. read it if you want. ain't gonna force you reading it -.-..
I'm gonna be back in maple.. SOON.. Since that ass GENE aka TOBAGAN.. YES YOU KUKU ASS NUB HERO, KEEP BLAME ME YOU DIE BECAUSE I FAILED TO HEAL YOU..!
Bleah.
Anyway, I wanna go back but things that are stopping me is.. Because of that guy.. I don't know why.. Another is.. My newbie items is with HIM ALSO. AND MY CUTE 'LIL XWAH IS SO PITIFUL LUHS. THE ITEMS THAT I REGARD BEST PUT AT XWAA.. SUPPOSE TO BE A COUPLE CAN.. SINCE ALREADY IN THIS STAGE, SO HOW THE FUCK I GONNA GET IT BACK? Somebody help me get those back please.. xWaa this account the password has been changed.. Should have taken those before he change the password.. Asiasoft is his account luhh.. T_T.. I already no HP items laaa.. I need HP items if you want me to go heal you in mong you goondo hero, I think I lost my pro-ness since this break up.. Aww.. I'm not braggin luhh.. I'm pro lcyxinyi ! :DD The ultimate bishop of xRisky world ! Nyahaha.. Whatever. -.-...
SOMEBODY.. HELP T.T I WANT MY ITEMS BACK.. =/
I doubt if I'm able to get it back.. Ughh..
Puh-leashh s0meb0diie helpp m0ii gett backk m0ii stuffs fr0mm hiim nehhs..
._. can't believe it I TWITED. AHA.
SO FUN LOL. I missed the fun when twiting with each other with friends in game to piss others off.. HAAAAAAAAAAA. SO FUNN..
I mean Fun.. LOl. :D
Well. Anybody. Can. Kindly. Help. Me. Get. My. Items. Back. From. Him. ?.
Pretty. Please. =/
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
I'm gonna be back in maple.. SOON.. Since that ass GENE aka TOBAGAN.. YES YOU KUKU ASS NUB HERO, KEEP BLAME ME YOU DIE BECAUSE I FAILED TO HEAL YOU..!
Bleah.
Anyway, I wanna go back but things that are stopping me is.. Because of that guy.. I don't know why.. Another is.. My newbie items is with HIM ALSO. AND MY CUTE 'LIL XWAH IS SO PITIFUL LUHS. THE ITEMS THAT I REGARD BEST PUT AT XWAA.. SUPPOSE TO BE A COUPLE CAN.. SINCE ALREADY IN THIS STAGE, SO HOW THE FUCK I GONNA GET IT BACK? Somebody help me get those back please.. xWaa this account the password has been changed.. Should have taken those before he change the password.. Asiasoft is his account luhh.. T_T.. I already no HP items laaa.. I need HP items if you want me to go heal you in mong you goondo hero, I think I lost my pro-ness since this break up.. Aww.. I'm not braggin luhh.. I'm pro lcyxinyi ! :DD The ultimate bishop of xRisky world ! Nyahaha.. Whatever. -.-...
SOMEBODY.. HELP T.T I WANT MY ITEMS BACK.. =/
I doubt if I'm able to get it back.. Ughh..
Puh-leashh s0meb0diie helpp m0ii gett backk m0ii stuffs fr0mm hiim nehhs..
._. can't believe it I TWITED. AHA.
SO FUN LOL. I missed the fun when twiting with each other with friends in game to piss others off.. HAAAAAAAAAAA. SO FUNN..
I mean Fun.. LOl. :D
Well. Anybody. Can. Kindly. Help. Me. Get. My. Items. Back. From. Him. ?.
Pretty. Please. =/
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
............
6:08 AM - Monday, November 24, 2008
So.. Whats up now?
Was MSN-ing with WeiSiong was askin him about that guy did he really have a girlfriend. But still I'm positive on he having one. Why the hell people would count the days for no reasons and is 4 days..
Argh, even though it is not WS' fault I just seem to vent it on him.. Sorry dude.
But still I lose my cool again. I seriously need some ice on my head to cool me down..
Well actually I don't normally get angry with friends, whom I really call friends.. Like my classmates the ones I always hangout with.. My TCF.. My buddies in my secondary school, in maple.. Those I really treated as friends in maple.. But not all.. But still mainly I will vent my anger on are guys. Seriously guys are the one who is always getting on my nerves at times.. But there will be few cases of females being shooted by me.. Though I never really show it out.. But I seriously hated them when I hate these bitches =/
Kay back to story. I'm still pissed off, I just wish I could punch those eff-ing rough walls I have at home.. If pain can divert anger, I would gladly keep doing it. I'm really getting to be a saddist.. -.-
WS and I chatted for some time.. Guess what the hell is he thinkin.. He would probably be thinkin that I would want to be back with him again, but sadly no. I don't patch up in relationships.. Unless, a situation pops in.. But thats kinda hard to appear. But anyway, I JUST SERIOUSLY HATE HIM FOR THE WORDS HE SAID TO ME. WHY THE FUCK CAN A GUY SAID OUT TO A GIRL IN THIS MANNER, FUCKING HELL.. ARGH.
Though I deleted the sms during afternoon I was having class, I felt sicked and pissed havin them still in my phone especially the break up one..
I think I may have use the wrong words while thinking now..
I just told him that you can find a better one than me..
He simply reply and tell me he will surely find a better than me.. Though I never bother to check what the hell I reply him, but surely he did say something which agitate me even more. whats the point of saying this anymore and blah something something, when there are people willing to wait for him..
Seriously, if this is not the most irritating and haterful sentence to females, then I declare I lost. But still, what the fuck is this? After seeing 3 days.. Then become 4 days.. Trying to spite me? If it is, then I'm gladly in the trap. Its too much for me dude. Its really too much, I wish I could break down, but sadly no. Hatred has already taken over my sadness. =/
If I really did breakdown in the middle of the in my class.. Just bring me a knife and let me slit my wrist. Sorry, its a pain in the ass to be crying out in public already. Even though I did when in secondary, but times have changed I supposed. Argh.. Somehow I just felt that he is just trying to spite me.. On the other hand I think he is having 2.. As in spiting me and having a girlfriend. HEY. I KNOW I SHOULD BE MOVING ON. BUT PLEASE, I'M REALLY DAMN SICKED OF THIS SHIT. I NEED TO VENT IT OUT PLEASE. I'M MOVING ON, FROM SADNESS TO HATRED. =/ Though it should be forget -.-.. Argh, seeing him online in MSN is kinda getting on my nerves too..
2 posts in a day.. Some more both aldo kinda lengthy.. Sorry to my readers who will be viewing the previous one later.. Or before.. He pushed it to far to my imaginations.. I just wish I can have a reliable shoulder to lean for support awhile.. Not as in relationship.. But as a true friend who really support till the end.. Heck.. I wish I were in those fantasy stories, where you can be in majestic castles with hot vampires guys with you.. Argh.. =.-.. My fantasy is only for me to put off these irritating thoughts though.. They made me happy and laugh at the silly things they do in the stories..
Sigh.. If I'm Miranda Lotto in D Gray Man, I wish I could turn back time and never let these shits happen. But fantasy is still fantasy.. =.=...
Argh... I really hate this.. Sadness, anger, hatred, intention of killing somebody are just getting on me..
I HATE THAT THE FACT THAT I LOVED YOU. I HATE THAT THE FACT THAT YOU'RE SUCH A JERK.
I HATE THAT THE FACT THAT WHAT I DID FOR YOU WERE ALL JUST FUCKING IN VAIN. I HATE THAT THE FACT THAT I CANNOT BRUSH YOU OFF MY HEAD WITH THOSE STUPID MEMORIES. I HATE THAT THE FACT OF YOU ONCE EXIST IN MY LIFE FOR FUCK SAKE. I HATE THAT THE FACT THIS SONG TITLE THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES CAN'T APPLY TO ME WHEN I WANTED IT, IT SERIOUSLY SUCKS, AS YOU JUST RUINED YOUR HAPPY ENDING BY YOURSELF AND YOU SAID IT ALREADY OVER AND YOU ASK ME TO FORGET IT SO EASILY? I HATE THAT THE FACT OF WHY THE FUCK AM I WRITING ALL THESE SHITS AND ALL OF IT ARE ALL ABOUT YOU. YOU'RE SUCH A FUCKING BASTARD THAT PRACTICALLY CONTROLLING MY LIFE WHEN WE'RE OVER ALREADY.
If there is a choice now, you, death, or just turn back the time to reconsider. I WOULD RATHER CHOOSE DEATH, SINCE IF WE'RE TURNING BACK TIME WE MAY FORGET ABOUT THE FUTURE AND IT WOULD REPEAT AGAIN. I RATHER DIE TO HAVE ALL THESE REPEATING AGAIN..
ARGH.
WHY THE FUCK DO YOU EXIST.
WHY THE HELL YOU INTRUDE MY LIFE BEFORE.
WHY THE FUCK DO I KNOW YOU.
WHY THE HELL I CHOOSE YOU.
I FUCKING HATE MYSELF NOW FOR THAT FUCKING MISTAKE I DONE.
Until I really get this fucking shit over I think it'll be next year maybe June to November..
- Sorry about the 2 lengthy posts I made today =/ -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
Was MSN-ing with WeiSiong was askin him about that guy did he really have a girlfriend. But still I'm positive on he having one. Why the hell people would count the days for no reasons and is 4 days..
Argh, even though it is not WS' fault I just seem to vent it on him.. Sorry dude.
But still I lose my cool again. I seriously need some ice on my head to cool me down..
Well actually I don't normally get angry with friends, whom I really call friends.. Like my classmates the ones I always hangout with.. My TCF.. My buddies in my secondary school, in maple.. Those I really treated as friends in maple.. But not all.. But still mainly I will vent my anger on are guys. Seriously guys are the one who is always getting on my nerves at times.. But there will be few cases of females being shooted by me.. Though I never really show it out.. But I seriously hated them when I hate these bitches =/
Kay back to story. I'm still pissed off, I just wish I could punch those eff-ing rough walls I have at home.. If pain can divert anger, I would gladly keep doing it. I'm really getting to be a saddist.. -.-
WS and I chatted for some time.. Guess what the hell is he thinkin.. He would probably be thinkin that I would want to be back with him again, but sadly no. I don't patch up in relationships.. Unless, a situation pops in.. But thats kinda hard to appear. But anyway, I JUST SERIOUSLY HATE HIM FOR THE WORDS HE SAID TO ME. WHY THE FUCK CAN A GUY SAID OUT TO A GIRL IN THIS MANNER, FUCKING HELL.. ARGH.
Though I deleted the sms during afternoon I was having class, I felt sicked and pissed havin them still in my phone especially the break up one..
I think I may have use the wrong words while thinking now..
I just told him that you can find a better one than me..
He simply reply and tell me he will surely find a better than me.. Though I never bother to check what the hell I reply him, but surely he did say something which agitate me even more. whats the point of saying this anymore and blah something something, when there are people willing to wait for him..
Seriously, if this is not the most irritating and haterful sentence to females, then I declare I lost. But still, what the fuck is this? After seeing 3 days.. Then become 4 days.. Trying to spite me? If it is, then I'm gladly in the trap. Its too much for me dude. Its really too much, I wish I could break down, but sadly no. Hatred has already taken over my sadness. =/
If I really did breakdown in the middle of the in my class.. Just bring me a knife and let me slit my wrist. Sorry, its a pain in the ass to be crying out in public already. Even though I did when in secondary, but times have changed I supposed. Argh.. Somehow I just felt that he is just trying to spite me.. On the other hand I think he is having 2.. As in spiting me and having a girlfriend. HEY. I KNOW I SHOULD BE MOVING ON. BUT PLEASE, I'M REALLY DAMN SICKED OF THIS SHIT. I NEED TO VENT IT OUT PLEASE. I'M MOVING ON, FROM SADNESS TO HATRED. =/ Though it should be forget -.-.. Argh, seeing him online in MSN is kinda getting on my nerves too..
2 posts in a day.. Some more both aldo kinda lengthy.. Sorry to my readers who will be viewing the previous one later.. Or before.. He pushed it to far to my imaginations.. I just wish I can have a reliable shoulder to lean for support awhile.. Not as in relationship.. But as a true friend who really support till the end.. Heck.. I wish I were in those fantasy stories, where you can be in majestic castles with hot vampires guys with you.. Argh.. =.-.. My fantasy is only for me to put off these irritating thoughts though.. They made me happy and laugh at the silly things they do in the stories..
Sigh.. If I'm Miranda Lotto in D Gray Man, I wish I could turn back time and never let these shits happen. But fantasy is still fantasy.. =.=...
Argh... I really hate this.. Sadness, anger, hatred, intention of killing somebody are just getting on me..
I HATE THAT THE FACT THAT I LOVED YOU. I HATE THAT THE FACT THAT YOU'RE SUCH A JERK.
I HATE THAT THE FACT THAT WHAT I DID FOR YOU WERE ALL JUST FUCKING IN VAIN. I HATE THAT THE FACT THAT I CANNOT BRUSH YOU OFF MY HEAD WITH THOSE STUPID MEMORIES. I HATE THAT THE FACT OF YOU ONCE EXIST IN MY LIFE FOR FUCK SAKE. I HATE THAT THE FACT THIS SONG TITLE THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES CAN'T APPLY TO ME WHEN I WANTED IT, IT SERIOUSLY SUCKS, AS YOU JUST RUINED YOUR HAPPY ENDING BY YOURSELF AND YOU SAID IT ALREADY OVER AND YOU ASK ME TO FORGET IT SO EASILY? I HATE THAT THE FACT OF WHY THE FUCK AM I WRITING ALL THESE SHITS AND ALL OF IT ARE ALL ABOUT YOU. YOU'RE SUCH A FUCKING BASTARD THAT PRACTICALLY CONTROLLING MY LIFE WHEN WE'RE OVER ALREADY.
If there is a choice now, you, death, or just turn back the time to reconsider. I WOULD RATHER CHOOSE DEATH, SINCE IF WE'RE TURNING BACK TIME WE MAY FORGET ABOUT THE FUTURE AND IT WOULD REPEAT AGAIN. I RATHER DIE TO HAVE ALL THESE REPEATING AGAIN..
ARGH.
WHY THE FUCK DO YOU EXIST.
WHY THE HELL YOU INTRUDE MY LIFE BEFORE.
WHY THE FUCK DO I KNOW YOU.
WHY THE HELL I CHOOSE YOU.
I FUCKING HATE MYSELF NOW FOR THAT FUCKING MISTAKE I DONE.
Until I really get this fucking shit over I think it'll be next year maybe June to November..
- Sorry about the 2 lengthy posts I made today =/ -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
Pissed..
3:20 AM
Words to described my mood currently.. Pissed, agony, disgusted, the feeling of murdering somebody and getting his guts out..
FUCKING BASTARD. TO THINK I WAS HEAD OVER HEELS OVER HIM ONCE. SON OF A MOTHER FUCKING GODDAMNED BLOODY WHORE BITCH. I HOPE AND WISHED FOR HELL FOR THAT FUCKING BASTARD. SON OF A BITCH ! I SWEAR, I CAN'T BE MORE ANGRIER THAN THIS. THIS IS WORST THAN THE PERSON WHO HACKED MY ACCOUNT AND PRETEND TO WANNA KILL SOMEBODY WHEN I'M PLAYING IN THE 2ND WORLD OF MAPLE, BOOTES.
FUCKING BASTARD. FUCKING ASSHOLE. HE IS SUCH A BLOODY DAMN DISGRACE TO MALE POPULATION. FUCKING BASTARD.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKK.. I'M SO FUCKING MAD, GODDAMNED IT. I HATE HIM. HE SERIOUSLY SHOULD DIE IN HELL. No, wait hell doesn't suit him. Even though I would place Hell as my 'home'.. I hope he dies in solitary loneliness where nobody will be there..
Hope his fucking dumb dick would rot and dropped off. Bloody son of a bitch, I'm TOO PISSED TO BE UPSET.
FUCK, I DID TOLD HIM BEFORE THAT HE WILL BE ABLE TO FIND A BETTER PERSON, BUT WHAT THE FUCK YOU KNOW HE SENT ME BACK ?
HE SURELY WILL BE ABLE TO FIND A BETTER PERSON THAN ME, FUCKING BASTARD. EVERYTHING I DID FOR HIM WAS IN VAIN.. IN THE GODDAMNED VAIN, DAMMIT. HOW THE FUCK CAN I BE SO GULLIBLE? WHY THE FUCK MUST I ALWAYS BE CHEATED BY PEOPLE AROUND, EVEN IF ITS FRIENDS. FUCKING KINDNESS ALWAYS GET ADVANTAGE. I don't mean my current class dudes. I mean my past, if you all would get the wrong idea.
My blood is rushing all over me.. I fucking feel like killing somebody now. This is practically a joke.. A mean joke to be set on me.. My heart is beating hard on my chest.. I can't believe this is such a fucking hell for me.. Adrenaline pumping, making my blood really feel like killing somebody.. ARGHHHHHH
THIS IS WORST THAN A FUCKING NIGHTMARE. I CAN'T BELIEVE HE ACTUALLY DID THIS. HE'S SUCH A FUCKING BASTARD WORST THAN A MOTHER FUCKING BASTARD.
I'M SO PISSED THAT MY HANDS ARE ACTUALLY COLD. WHAT THE FUCK?
ITS ONLY BEEN A MONTH.. FOUND A NEW GIRL? PRACTICALLY SHOWS YOU'RE A FUCKING HORNY BASTARD THAT LUST FOR GIRLS.
FUCK.
I seriously need to calm down.. I'm so fucking uptight now.. Yet I have to pretend like its nothing when I'm at home, my parents don't know about it.
GODDAMNED IT, CAN SOMEONE CALM ME DOWN? I SERIOUSLY CANNOT CALM DOWN.
FUCKING ASSHOLE. I HATE HIM TO THE GUTS. BASTARD. BITCH.
AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
BASTARD BASTARD BASTARD BASTARD
BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH
FAGGOT FAGGOT FAGGOT FAGGOT
FUCKING WHORE FUCKING WHORE FUCKING WHORE FUCKING WHORE..
SON OF A BITCH SON OF A BITCH SON OF A BITCH SON OF A BITCH
CBK. I'M SO FUCKING PISSED LA BASTARD.
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
FUCKING BASTARD. TO THINK I WAS HEAD OVER HEELS OVER HIM ONCE. SON OF A MOTHER FUCKING GODDAMNED BLOODY WHORE BITCH. I HOPE AND WISHED FOR HELL FOR THAT FUCKING BASTARD. SON OF A BITCH ! I SWEAR, I CAN'T BE MORE ANGRIER THAN THIS. THIS IS WORST THAN THE PERSON WHO HACKED MY ACCOUNT AND PRETEND TO WANNA KILL SOMEBODY WHEN I'M PLAYING IN THE 2ND WORLD OF MAPLE, BOOTES.
FUCKING BASTARD. FUCKING ASSHOLE. HE IS SUCH A BLOODY DAMN DISGRACE TO MALE POPULATION. FUCKING BASTARD.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKK.. I'M SO FUCKING MAD, GODDAMNED IT. I HATE HIM. HE SERIOUSLY SHOULD DIE IN HELL. No, wait hell doesn't suit him. Even though I would place Hell as my 'home'.. I hope he dies in solitary loneliness where nobody will be there..
Hope his fucking dumb dick would rot and dropped off. Bloody son of a bitch, I'm TOO PISSED TO BE UPSET.
FUCK, I DID TOLD HIM BEFORE THAT HE WILL BE ABLE TO FIND A BETTER PERSON, BUT WHAT THE FUCK YOU KNOW HE SENT ME BACK ?
HE SURELY WILL BE ABLE TO FIND A BETTER PERSON THAN ME, FUCKING BASTARD. EVERYTHING I DID FOR HIM WAS IN VAIN.. IN THE GODDAMNED VAIN, DAMMIT. HOW THE FUCK CAN I BE SO GULLIBLE? WHY THE FUCK MUST I ALWAYS BE CHEATED BY PEOPLE AROUND, EVEN IF ITS FRIENDS. FUCKING KINDNESS ALWAYS GET ADVANTAGE. I don't mean my current class dudes. I mean my past, if you all would get the wrong idea.
My blood is rushing all over me.. I fucking feel like killing somebody now. This is practically a joke.. A mean joke to be set on me.. My heart is beating hard on my chest.. I can't believe this is such a fucking hell for me.. Adrenaline pumping, making my blood really feel like killing somebody.. ARGHHHHHH
THIS IS WORST THAN A FUCKING NIGHTMARE. I CAN'T BELIEVE HE ACTUALLY DID THIS. HE'S SUCH A FUCKING BASTARD WORST THAN A MOTHER FUCKING BASTARD.
I'M SO PISSED THAT MY HANDS ARE ACTUALLY COLD. WHAT THE FUCK?
ITS ONLY BEEN A MONTH.. FOUND A NEW GIRL? PRACTICALLY SHOWS YOU'RE A FUCKING HORNY BASTARD THAT LUST FOR GIRLS.
FUCK.
I seriously need to calm down.. I'm so fucking uptight now.. Yet I have to pretend like its nothing when I'm at home, my parents don't know about it.
GODDAMNED IT, CAN SOMEONE CALM ME DOWN? I SERIOUSLY CANNOT CALM DOWN.
FUCKING ASSHOLE. I HATE HIM TO THE GUTS. BASTARD. BITCH.
AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
BASTARD BASTARD BASTARD BASTARD
BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH
FAGGOT FAGGOT FAGGOT FAGGOT
FUCKING WHORE FUCKING WHORE FUCKING WHORE FUCKING WHORE..
SON OF A BITCH SON OF A BITCH SON OF A BITCH SON OF A BITCH
CBK. I'M SO FUCKING PISSED LA BASTARD.
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
Latest update..
2:16 AM - Sunday, November 23, 2008
Hmm.. since just now i got nothing to update about right ?
i will now blog about somethin.. since my friend spoke to me about some shits that i wouldn't imagine about.. totally disgust me.. its worst than havin a pile of bloody humans being tored apart and havin their insides runnin out like nobody's business.. though the image of those humans being treated this way is appearin in my head for some reason.. ._. but still i can't find any yucky about it now other than the thing that i knew.
shit this bloody idiocy of mine.. i seriously feel like i've been cheated.. well it seems this way...
mhmm.. well here goes nothin then..
oh yeah, even though its been a month or so.. but hey, these wounds are hard to heal right? even though i feel damn uber free from him.. to know what the hell am i sayin please look at the following screenshots that i made.. no edit or what so ever okay.. i'm just pissed and disgusted by him.
first few was that i was talkin with my friend then he says he wants me and his friend talk.. then we talked.. story as it is.. what i wanna say is.. even if its just online relationship i seriously can't believe he did that.. what a jerk.. jerk is not the word to be used on him.. it should be.. erm.. bastard. i really thought that maybe we still can be those hi bye friends.. but this is too much.. oh yeah.. did i mentioned that his msn pm is 3 days.. the count~ from the girl whom i chatted on msn moments ago also mentioned that he got a rl gf.. if its true.. i will be totally disgusted by people like him.. don't wanna diss about guys.. since there are guy readers on my blog =/.. but still.. ughh.. disgusted.. guys.. ughh.. i know there are some guys are uber goodie guys to girls.. but still its a minority..! how the FUCK can he get a girl in such a short time.. or how the fuck can he get over the break up that fast when he said to me before he loved me more than his ex.. ah.. now i know the truth.. its a total white lie.. how the fuck can i fall for it? i'm totally d i s g u s t e d....
-TOTALLY DISGUSTED BY YOU ASSHOLE. SON OF A BITCH. -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
i will now blog about somethin.. since my friend spoke to me about some shits that i wouldn't imagine about.. totally disgust me.. its worst than havin a pile of bloody humans being tored apart and havin their insides runnin out like nobody's business.. though the image of those humans being treated this way is appearin in my head for some reason.. ._. but still i can't find any yucky about it now other than the thing that i knew.
shit this bloody idiocy of mine.. i seriously feel like i've been cheated.. well it seems this way...
mhmm.. well here goes nothin then..
oh yeah, even though its been a month or so.. but hey, these wounds are hard to heal right? even though i feel damn uber free from him.. to know what the hell am i sayin please look at the following screenshots that i made.. no edit or what so ever okay.. i'm just pissed and disgusted by him.
first few was that i was talkin with my friend then he says he wants me and his friend talk.. then we talked.. story as it is.. what i wanna say is.. even if its just online relationship i seriously can't believe he did that.. what a jerk.. jerk is not the word to be used on him.. it should be.. erm.. bastard. i really thought that maybe we still can be those hi bye friends.. but this is too much.. oh yeah.. did i mentioned that his msn pm is 3 days.. the count~ from the girl whom i chatted on msn moments ago also mentioned that he got a rl gf.. if its true.. i will be totally disgusted by people like him.. don't wanna diss about guys.. since there are guy readers on my blog =/.. but still.. ughh.. disgusted.. guys.. ughh.. i know there are some guys are uber goodie guys to girls.. but still its a minority..! how the FUCK can he get a girl in such a short time.. or how the fuck can he get over the break up that fast when he said to me before he loved me more than his ex.. ah.. now i know the truth.. its a total white lie.. how the fuck can i fall for it? i'm totally d i s g u s t e d....
-TOTALLY DISGUSTED BY YOU ASSHOLE. SON OF A BITCH. -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
....
1:43 AM
I don't know what to post for these don't know how many these bloody days..
so...... I'm gonna end it here :D
since there's nothing to post.. and some people want me to update.. so i just update for this 'lil post :D
anyway.. the next update could be that i will be changin my blogskin already.. i'm gettin bored with this skin... =/
okays. back to anime time :D
BYE.
- dreams of you and me.. hmm.. sucks. -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
so...... I'm gonna end it here :D
since there's nothing to post.. and some people want me to update.. so i just update for this 'lil post :D
anyway.. the next update could be that i will be changin my blogskin already.. i'm gettin bored with this skin... =/
okays. back to anime time :D
BYE.
- dreams of you and me.. hmm.. sucks. -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
Dilemma
6:46 AM - Tuesday, November 18, 2008
hmmm.. i'm thinking of what to get for my cousin and soon to be cousin-in-law's wedding..
should i just give stunt like what i did for my friends? giving the same type of present that i created for my friends during their birthday.. well if you don't know what the crapping hell that i'm talking about.. i will give an example..
tadaaaaaa.. this is uhh... urm... ermm.. ehh... arr... no shit sherlocks.. i forgotten.. no wait.. ah.. i think is angie's present.. i think.. i seriously think.. i've done 1 for shun zhen, 1 for angie, 1 for my buddy Muffy aka Melvin, and 2 for my ex................... though i kinda regret it.. but heck. sad was.. this was the only one i made with slants.. well apologies for the background if you see 'o' level.. that was last year.. lmao.. the rest was all jus straight cuts.. like those bartender could made the drink with different layers.. that straight.. anyway its not that i don't wanna make it slant for others.. its because i'm bloody damn lazy and i'm always up in the night doing all sorta funny stuffs.. well not dirty minded stuffs you dorks if you ever thought of it.. what i meant were just drawing words.. not those big chunks of words.. i sorta like design them in ways that i liked.. i can show another example :D
i know its not nice to you people.. but hey ! i like 'em aight?! but my permanent marker fine tip are always giving me trouble.. no ink.. but i change it to pencil anyway.. had to darken it whenever i shade 'em.. i don't like to draw u and y.. they got the curves in the middle and the 2 points which i don't know to make it nice.. shiets this man..
eh... NO WAIT I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE TALKING ABOUT THIS.. NO DAMMIT !
BACK TO TOPIC.. YES.. i'm thinking of what presents to give my cousin..
give me some ideas will ya people?
need some eh? tag me at the tagboard puh-leaseeeeee..
comment it ! or recommend me something.. or maybe i can go ahead of using the ones that i did before for my friends.. but i will need to get a good look bottle that is..
- the lack of sleep is getting on me.. damn the school timetable.. its hectic man.. suicidal mode soon ! -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
Messed up..
9:35 AM - Sunday, November 16, 2008
I seriously feel like suicidal now. my laptop is messed up..
scientific notebook is gone from my laptop.. i need to reinstall from school.. pathetic.. shit.. argh..
i hate that the fact of i have to go face the people at the IT helpdesk alone and wait for my program to install.. MY GOD... i got scientific notebook ffs ! i wonder how long it will take.. if total for 3 programs need to be 1 hour.. i can bet that scientific notebook will be long along with autocad.. and i dunno when the hell we will need autocad.. goddamned it.. fucking shiet of maroony of the bloody hell mess i created upon myself.. SHEESH..
somebody just kill me ffs !
i seriously dun wanna live.. STRESSSSSS... stress on my laptop.. sheesh.. funny ain't it? people created computer for us.. now i'm having troubles with my own computer.. and whats the worst thing? i'm always using it and having fun now it turn its back to me and doing the same thing that i always do my computer ! HOW CRAPPY CAN THIS BE!?
oh yeah, i'm currently using my own laptop to type this frigging post of mine.. the previous post was when i'm in parents' room.. i guess i did mention about it eh?
i just wanna frigging cut my hair to layer ! don't wanna tie up.. best is by the last week of November or next week i can go cut.. 'cause my cousin's wedding is on a sunday and i wanna CUT 'em before their wedding comes.. well.. i guess i could have some company :D to cut hair.. heh..
chilling out now to install some programs for my computer T_T..
cya.. T_T
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
scientific notebook is gone from my laptop.. i need to reinstall from school.. pathetic.. shit.. argh..
i hate that the fact of i have to go face the people at the IT helpdesk alone and wait for my program to install.. MY GOD... i got scientific notebook ffs ! i wonder how long it will take.. if total for 3 programs need to be 1 hour.. i can bet that scientific notebook will be long along with autocad.. and i dunno when the hell we will need autocad.. goddamned it.. fucking shiet of maroony of the bloody hell mess i created upon myself.. SHEESH..
somebody just kill me ffs !
i seriously dun wanna live.. STRESSSSSS... stress on my laptop.. sheesh.. funny ain't it? people created computer for us.. now i'm having troubles with my own computer.. and whats the worst thing? i'm always using it and having fun now it turn its back to me and doing the same thing that i always do my computer ! HOW CRAPPY CAN THIS BE!?
oh yeah, i'm currently using my own laptop to type this frigging post of mine.. the previous post was when i'm in parents' room.. i guess i did mention about it eh?
i just wanna frigging cut my hair to layer ! don't wanna tie up.. best is by the last week of November or next week i can go cut.. 'cause my cousin's wedding is on a sunday and i wanna CUT 'em before their wedding comes.. well.. i guess i could have some company :D to cut hair.. heh..
chilling out now to install some programs for my computer T_T..
cya.. T_T
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
Pfft.
6:07 AM
i'm hating this than anyone who could have effing crapping the head out of somebody they hate..
this is oh-so-bloody-goddamned-piece-of-galoony-shit-crap-goddamned-it-boring-plus-hatred-in-me 'cause i frigging can't online for the past nearly 3 days.. because of my beloved goddamned piece of shit CS4 ruin my bloody damn 3 days.. because of that shit i went to update my bloody laptop for vista service pack1.. HOLY ! it turned out to be in the hanging for damn long and unable to start up after that. Holy maroony ! goddamned it.. i'm hating this and i dunno how to do my project work and i'm now blogging -.-
I'M REGRETTING UPON MY ACTIONS THAT I WENT TO UPDATE THAT PIECE OF SHIET FOR GODDAMNED FUCK SAKE VISTA SERVICE PACK 1. NOW I'M USING MY PARENTS COMPUTER TO BLOG AND DO STUFFS 'CAUSE MY FUCKING LAPTOP IS BACKIN UP FILES THAT I NEED WHICH NEED 3HOURS FOR DUNNO HOW THE HELL I KNOW WHEN WILL IT EVER SHIT THE ENDING !
ARGH..
TILL THEN WHEN MY STUFFS IS DONE I WON'T BE BLOGGING.
BYE.
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
this is oh-so-bloody-goddamned-piece-of-galoony-shit-crap-goddamned-it-boring-plus-hatred-in-me 'cause i frigging can't online for the past nearly 3 days.. because of my beloved goddamned piece of shit CS4 ruin my bloody damn 3 days.. because of that shit i went to update my bloody laptop for vista service pack1.. HOLY ! it turned out to be in the hanging for damn long and unable to start up after that. Holy maroony ! goddamned it.. i'm hating this and i dunno how to do my project work and i'm now blogging -.-
I'M REGRETTING UPON MY ACTIONS THAT I WENT TO UPDATE THAT PIECE OF SHIET FOR GODDAMNED FUCK SAKE VISTA SERVICE PACK 1. NOW I'M USING MY PARENTS COMPUTER TO BLOG AND DO STUFFS 'CAUSE MY FUCKING LAPTOP IS BACKIN UP FILES THAT I NEED WHICH NEED 3HOURS FOR DUNNO HOW THE HELL I KNOW WHEN WILL IT EVER SHIT THE ENDING !
ARGH..
TILL THEN WHEN MY STUFFS IS DONE I WON'T BE BLOGGING.
BYE.
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
Sad.
9:05 AM - Thursday, November 13, 2008
Sad luhh.. you all like that treat me T_T.. youu bwoke mah wittle harrt.. aww man.. Kidding =/.. not cute at all ? seriously not cute? damned.. I'm just sian of those normal type.. trying to be dark and gothic here ~ *waves*.. riiiggghhttt.. I'm just being insanely insane.. from all the stress from school.. its gonna be killing me.. well at least I know what the crap toot shiets that DEL is about now.. ahhh.. BUT.. AEL is a total goner for me.. puh-leaseeeeeeee, that frigging module leader is our lecturer, nevermind about it.. still curse us that next semester sure come back see him.. holy fucking maroon shiets ! I will NEVER EVER going to repeat that frigging maroon shit crap of a mofo next semester.. though I won't say that no more of this module, but I've a gut feeling that this shit module will be also in next semester by higher level.. patheticcccc man! since during elective tutorial our next class was having a lesson similar to DEL.. but they are seniors luhh, 'cause I recognize one of them as my badminton cca primary school senior.. crap. -.-.. well.. I ust hoped that I still can pass for AEL that holy shit of a crap and blah that I don't wanna repeat again.. lawls... since not many people vote when I asked.. -_-.. I'll maybe go for 2 luhh.. later if put 1 or 3 I doubt my blog will have any visitors but become a deserted blog.. which can become a ghost town.. I mean ghost blog.. sheesh man.. 2 is coooooooooooool ! that guy is good looking luh ~ so glad to be able to found that :D but its still under dark.. so heheh.. still kinda fufil my blog's url theme.. ahhh.. heck about it.. since my previous blog I'm not going to use anymore.. I WILL USE ONE OF THE 2 AS MY SKIN.. MUAHAHAHAAAA.. what a genius am I.. *flying away* Lawls ! okay snapped back to reality.. if I'm really that smart I would be literally flying now .. but sadly I'm not.. I've been crapping for quite a long time ain't it.? hmmm.. well sad to say that.. I'm gonna keep on crapping down.. lawlszx ! no shiets ! don't close my window ! noooooooooo.. Imma gonna be good and be serious and no more crapping already ! so don't you dare close this goddamned browser on me !!!!!! Rarrr ~
well actually there isn't anything much to be serious about heh.. I'm totally zoned out from AEL since I don't know what the fish and chips crapping through my plates and I'm not eating it heck ! about the teacher is teaching.. AHA ! this is seriously damn lame to be able think of this crap -.-.. uh huh.. yo got it man! I'm still being crappy and lameeeeeyyyyyyy ~ what the fish is lamey.. ! another crapology language that I created ! be glad that I'm seriously that lame when I'm blogging or online... 'cause thats where my brain start to WORK :D.. AHA ! well actually nothing. :x 'cause I'm dead bored in reality and don't speak much when I'm doing something or in class or eating or sleeping or bathing or going to school or when I'm actually at home doing nothing ! its the matter of fact that I don't talk after the word eating, 'cause how am I gonna talk when I sleep? I don't sleeptalk.. if theres a word.. nor bathing.. nor going to school since i'm alone.. nor at home doing nothing when I'm in my room ! 'cause i'm alone for peeves sake !
you ! must be thinking that i'm out of my mind already, well actually i've never been in the right mind before =D but still i'm in a right mind when i'm suppose to luhh ~ or.. maybe not.. hmmm..
that deserves to think about it.. well anyway.. thank you for reading until this point.. i can't believe you actually read EVERYTHING of my crap ! still thinking that i will be serious for a moment like this when i'm at home? HAH ! you're so totally wrong dude/dudette..
well anyway. THANKS LUHH...
FOR READING THIS LONG ENTRY OF CRAP.
ITS THE FIRST TIME I'VE TYPED FOR SO MUCH ON JUST CRAPS !
but seriously there are still facts from this crap :D
so to think ya actually read it through.. i'd think you might wanna take few pieces of blanket to warm ya up.. heh.. or maybe feel like bashing me but you can't ! 'cause I'M NOT INFRONT OF YOU! AHAHAHAHA !
OKAY OKAY.. i feel theres alot of killer glares haunting for me.. if looks can kill, i'll be dead in a second with all these glares.. but nevermind ! i can dodge ! aha ! *dodge the dagger glare*
Woots :D
okay this is serious now. i mean real business..
because i'm gonna stop typing before somebody come rushing to me with a knife in their hands.. oh nooooooooooooooo..... I'm official dead. :D
well not. okay i'm GONE. REAL GONE..
BYE..
CYA...
CIAO.... [ italian ]
SAYONARA.... [ jap ]
ZAI JIAN........ [ chinese duh.. ]
Addio.... [ italian ]
adios....... [ spanish ]
Hasta La Vista [ see you later ] in spanish ! remember this quote from arnold swa-si-nei-ge.. damn.. i hate the spelling of his name.. its damn hard.. -.- well if anyone know his real spelling please tag me lawls.
Jaa nee......
Jaa mata........
Soreja......
Soreja mata................. its all in japanese.. i'm giving you guys a small lesson on goodbyes in different language :D
okay real gone. byez !~ :D
- poof ! it became koko krunch ! -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
well actually there isn't anything much to be serious about heh.. I'm totally zoned out from AEL since I don't know what the fish and chips crapping through my plates and I'm not eating it heck ! about the teacher is teaching.. AHA ! this is seriously damn lame to be able think of this crap -.-.. uh huh.. yo got it man! I'm still being crappy and lameeeeeyyyyyyy ~ what the fish is lamey.. ! another crapology language that I created ! be glad that I'm seriously that lame when I'm blogging or online... 'cause thats where my brain start to WORK :D.. AHA ! well actually nothing. :x 'cause I'm dead bored in reality and don't speak much when I'm doing something or in class or eating or sleeping or bathing or going to school or when I'm actually at home doing nothing ! its the matter of fact that I don't talk after the word eating, 'cause how am I gonna talk when I sleep? I don't sleeptalk.. if theres a word.. nor bathing.. nor going to school since i'm alone.. nor at home doing nothing when I'm in my room ! 'cause i'm alone for peeves sake !
you ! must be thinking that i'm out of my mind already, well actually i've never been in the right mind before =D but still i'm in a right mind when i'm suppose to luhh ~ or.. maybe not.. hmmm..
that deserves to think about it.. well anyway.. thank you for reading until this point.. i can't believe you actually read EVERYTHING of my crap ! still thinking that i will be serious for a moment like this when i'm at home? HAH ! you're so totally wrong dude/dudette..
well anyway. THANKS LUHH...
FOR READING THIS LONG ENTRY OF CRAP.
ITS THE FIRST TIME I'VE TYPED FOR SO MUCH ON JUST CRAPS !
but seriously there are still facts from this crap :D
so to think ya actually read it through.. i'd think you might wanna take few pieces of blanket to warm ya up.. heh.. or maybe feel like bashing me but you can't ! 'cause I'M NOT INFRONT OF YOU! AHAHAHAHA !
OKAY OKAY.. i feel theres alot of killer glares haunting for me.. if looks can kill, i'll be dead in a second with all these glares.. but nevermind ! i can dodge ! aha ! *dodge the dagger glare*
Woots :D
okay this is serious now. i mean real business..
because i'm gonna stop typing before somebody come rushing to me with a knife in their hands.. oh nooooooooooooooo..... I'm official dead. :D
well not. okay i'm GONE. REAL GONE..
BYE..
CYA...
CIAO.... [ italian ]
SAYONARA.... [ jap ]
ZAI JIAN........ [ chinese duh.. ]
Addio.... [ italian ]
adios....... [ spanish ]
Hasta La Vista [ see you later ] in spanish ! remember this quote from arnold swa-si-nei-ge.. damn.. i hate the spelling of his name.. its damn hard.. -.- well if anyone know his real spelling please tag me lawls.
Jaa nee......
Jaa mata........
Soreja......
Soreja mata................. its all in japanese.. i'm giving you guys a small lesson on goodbyes in different language :D
okay real gone. byez !~ :D
- poof ! it became koko krunch ! -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
Wooohooo :D
2:05 AM - Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Okays, I'm back. From school of course.
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
Well I'm back to post or rather make a small vote in my blog :D
I wanna ask you peeps that are reading.. VOTE WHICH NEW SKIN THAT I COULD USE :D
There are 4 types.. I found a rather interesting one.. But I couldn't get the picture yet.. So make it with 4 choices of now.. :D
Choose any one of the above.. Well I prefer 1 and 2.. 2nd The guy look so suave doesn't it ? =/
3rd one also not bad.. The girl looks cute :D.. 1st the girl on the floor is damn nice luhh ~ While the tongue pierce one is not bad.. :D But it gives me the shiver of having the effect of my tongue being pierced =.=.. Well, anyway the 4th one is nice.. It gives the nice feeling.. Well I don't really know how to described it =/..
Ahh, don't tell me to keep this skin.. Kinda bores me out already.. Moreover I'm more interested in the above pictures :DDDDDD..
Well maybe most of you guys will choose 2 or 4.. 'Cause more pure and innocent to your eyes.. BUT 1 AND 3 IS SO CUTE LUHHS ~
Anyways.. VOTE PUHLEASE ~
I got a vote for the 1st picture and 2nd picture ! Voting ends when I like it ! LOLS :D
- Have a nice and fun bloody day :D -
* Update :
picture 1 : 1
picture 2 : 1
picture 3 : 1
picture 4 : 1
-_-" why all 1 !
C'mon ! Vote :X *
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
Something to update..
5:15 PM - Monday, November 10, 2008
Oh yeah, since my previous posts are nothing but my blog's thing.. =/
So.. Heh.. NOW going to update on the day that we went to watch a movie.. The Coffin.. Well not much to say about it, it wasn't really that scary but at the part that scare people is kinda shocking -.-.. Ahh.. Should have seen what TingWei do to JJ, JJ wasn't scared at first but he got shocked by TingWei AHA ! Lols..
After that we went for DINNERRR.. Talk about emo.. I ain't emo when I'm eating T_T.. I'm just that quiet during eating.. Also.. I hardly eat much when I'm out with friends.. Except for closer friends that is.. TALK ABOUT STEAMBOAT MAN ! LOL !
Whahaha, I'm bloody darn bored currently in class, ain't listening to what the hell the lecturer is talking about. So I will continue to blog about the day's outing :D.. I'm just so excited at posting TW's looks when he is eating the fish.. Rubbish bin dude ! XD..
LOOK, its TINGWEI EATING THE FISH. Look at how he eat.. =/
Stop taking my pictures.. -_-..
ME and Tingwei !
TingWei, what are you looking at ?
Our Chicken and the Cabbage.. Wrap 'em up with the cabbage !
JJ's OMEGA WATCH, worth 5k :D
Made in China, Non-Water Resistant
Hehs, its good ain't it? Product by Lynn. Lols..
Yida and Lynn, the couples !
OUR CABBAGEEEEEEE.
Sweet Tofu.. Its damn sweet.. -.-
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
So.. Heh.. NOW going to update on the day that we went to watch a movie.. The Coffin.. Well not much to say about it, it wasn't really that scary but at the part that scare people is kinda shocking -.-.. Ahh.. Should have seen what TingWei do to JJ, JJ wasn't scared at first but he got shocked by TingWei AHA ! Lols..
After that we went for DINNERRR.. Talk about emo.. I ain't emo when I'm eating T_T.. I'm just that quiet during eating.. Also.. I hardly eat much when I'm out with friends.. Except for closer friends that is.. TALK ABOUT STEAMBOAT MAN ! LOL !
Whahaha, I'm bloody darn bored currently in class, ain't listening to what the hell the lecturer is talking about. So I will continue to blog about the day's outing :D.. I'm just so excited at posting TW's looks when he is eating the fish.. Rubbish bin dude ! XD..
LOOK, its TINGWEI EATING THE FISH. Look at how he eat.. =/
Stop taking my pictures.. -_-..
ME and Tingwei !
TingWei, what are you looking at ?
Our Chicken and the Cabbage.. Wrap 'em up with the cabbage !
JJ's OMEGA WATCH, worth 5k :D
Made in China, Non-Water Resistant
Hehs, its good ain't it? Product by Lynn. Lols..
MIDDLE IS OUR FATHER LUHS.. LOL. We're the kids =D
Yida and Lynn, the couples !
OUR CABBAGEEEEEEE.
Sweet Tofu.. Its damn sweet.. -.-
Enough of pictures, and I don't know what to do already x_x...
Should I change to a bloody skin.. Or stick to this.. =/
Hey, I'm not fierce can.? I'm just being myself ! Well, to the guys of course the attitude will be more fierce, well anyway I'm just myself. Say, if I'm fierce well that only applies to when I'm online.. The attitude of mine is different.. :D.. Reality, I'm still controlling myself.. Due to someone of course.. Argh.. Told myself not to be reminded of him.. But still I can't forget about him.. AHHHH.. I hate you for cheating on my trust towards you !
I just hate that I can't forget about you .
Seriously it sucks. Argh..
- TingWei is a rubbbish bin ! LoLs :D -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
Notice.
9:25 AM - Sunday, November 9, 2008
Notice :
For those who are interested to read my old blog well you can go to
http://memories-irreplaceable.blogspot.com
This is my old blog which I won't be updating anymore. But the chatbox will be the same as the current blog.. So please know what are you gonna tag.. If you're refering to my old blog just mention it.. If now I'll be confused =/..
Thanks :D
- New bloggie, time for new skin. I will find one no worries =] -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
For those who are interested to read my old blog well you can go to
http://memories-irreplaceable.blogspot.com
This is my old blog which I won't be updating anymore. But the chatbox will be the same as the current blog.. So please know what are you gonna tag.. If you're refering to my old blog just mention it.. If now I'll be confused =/..
Thanks :D
- New bloggie, time for new skin. I will find one no worries =] -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
New blog for a change..
7:35 AM
Yes. I need to change blog..
Getting sicked of the blog..
Too much memories from it...
Disgusted. Atrocious. Sucky.
I wonder how the hell I got bluffed by appearances.. I'm just darn stupid to be fooled by people.. Argh.. Well, my blog url is kinda weird I know.. But I just have the urge of using blood, vampires, lineage.. But of course there is no vampire word being used.. Kinda looks like I'm a fool for using it.. But somehow the stories that I read I really do wish they are real and bring me away from this fucking place.. Changing and not changing, did those for the sake of someone.. Damn, how fucking gullible can I be..
Help people also got take advantage of my kindness.. Don't help some idiots will rattle on about how bad I am.. Fucking world with fucking dumbass idiots.
Ahhh.. Stop the rattling already, since this is new blog.
I WANNA HAVE A HAIRCUTTTTT
DAMN ! SOMEBODY ACCOMPANY ME GO PLEASE?
I DON'T WANNA TIE MY HAIR ANYMORE.. I WAN LAYERRRRRR
SOMEBODY JUST ACCOMPANY ME PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
'Cause I want to have somebody who can help me judge and tell the hairstylist to help cut my hair.. I'm a person who don't really talk to adults. When I say adults are mostly those older than me by 12 years and above.. Or somebody that I just feel I respect you like an adult.. =/
Don't ask me why the hell I'm this way.. It could be that I'm always alone at home since young and I don't talk to people much so I keep my mouth shut with adults around. But heck, somebody just accompany me gooo T_T
I'm bloody darn timid can ? Fuck, this is so not me.. -.-..
I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I WROTE THAT OUT.. OH GODDDDDDD......
Oh well maybe I'm a little timid.. Heh.. SHEESH I JUST SAID I'M TIMID AGAIN.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M SOOOO CONTRADICTING TO MYSELF.. CRAP.
I'M GONE FOR NOW INCASE OF FURTHER NONSENSE THAT I'M GONNA SHOOT MYSELF WITH.. -.-!
-BYEEEEEEEs :D-
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
Getting sicked of the blog..
Too much memories from it...
Disgusted. Atrocious. Sucky.
I wonder how the hell I got bluffed by appearances.. I'm just darn stupid to be fooled by people.. Argh.. Well, my blog url is kinda weird I know.. But I just have the urge of using blood, vampires, lineage.. But of course there is no vampire word being used.. Kinda looks like I'm a fool for using it.. But somehow the stories that I read I really do wish they are real and bring me away from this fucking place.. Changing and not changing, did those for the sake of someone.. Damn, how fucking gullible can I be..
Help people also got take advantage of my kindness.. Don't help some idiots will rattle on about how bad I am.. Fucking world with fucking dumbass idiots.
Ahhh.. Stop the rattling already, since this is new blog.
I WANNA HAVE A HAIRCUTTTTT
DAMN ! SOMEBODY ACCOMPANY ME GO PLEASE?
I DON'T WANNA TIE MY HAIR ANYMORE.. I WAN LAYERRRRRR
SOMEBODY JUST ACCOMPANY ME PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
'Cause I want to have somebody who can help me judge and tell the hairstylist to help cut my hair.. I'm a person who don't really talk to adults. When I say adults are mostly those older than me by 12 years and above.. Or somebody that I just feel I respect you like an adult.. =/
Don't ask me why the hell I'm this way.. It could be that I'm always alone at home since young and I don't talk to people much so I keep my mouth shut with adults around. But heck, somebody just accompany me gooo T_T
I'm bloody darn timid can ? Fuck, this is so not me.. -.-..
I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I WROTE THAT OUT.. OH GODDDDDDD......
Oh well maybe I'm a little timid.. Heh.. SHEESH I JUST SAID I'M TIMID AGAIN.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M SOOOO CONTRADICTING TO MYSELF.. CRAP.
I'M GONE FOR NOW INCASE OF FURTHER NONSENSE THAT I'M GONNA SHOOT MYSELF WITH.. -.-!
-BYEEEEEEEs :D-
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
さ よ う な ら
Friends always !
Shut up bitch, and relink me yeah?
Sorry for the inconvenience. Lol-ed